Memory (grey area)

I’ve been getting into the swing of Spring, work has picked up. It’s a shift. Literally. I recorded some dreams this week, I can’t believe it’s only been a week. I intentionally slowed things down a lot. I’ve been reflecting on my dreams in early childhood (for my book) and taking a bit of a break from the lucid dream world. I have had moments but I am really into the psychology of dreams right now. I’m going to share a dream I don’t remember in this moment and see what it brings up.

“I had a dream I lived in this forest. There were all these sights. It was like this old village that was kind of run down and lost. And I was trying to connect – and these tests and they were kind of like medical tests but like, mental, I guess. Tribal medicine. And I had like a family member there and I felt like a child. (I fell asleep while the recording went on for a few minutes) And so eventually I got to a clinic, it was professional, but it was like still in the middle of this massive village. It’s kind of like an open clinic. And this professional had all these like testing tools, and put these things on my eyes, and was like testing my nervous system, I guess. It was fascinating. And um, (pause) I think I started to realize that I was pretty special. It was really different. And I felt my calling was bigger. I don’t know why I was dreaming this. (pause breathing) Ya the tests were like, specifically for me. And I could see differently, like I could see, like feelings and stuff it was really weird. Kay if I remember more I’ll record more.”

I am going to reflect on this and actually see if I can bring it up again in my dream tonight. I’m really tired and things have been a bit crazy, I’ll explain tomorrow. Tomorrow is May!

xoxo

a girl and her dreams

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